Might just cut this time…
I wonder if a side effect of moving so much is cuts wherever others won’t see em? I wonder if feeling alone so often makes others think the world is against them like I do? If one were to boycott the earth what would one do? To be against earth is to be against life, I know how you could boycott life… Scared to try it again. I made an attempt a couple years ago, I don’t want to again but when my life has so many different parts in so many different towns my life feels messy. I want to start over. Will this ‘god’ give me a redo? Only one way to find out and I won’t know anytime soon because I have a caring family and caring friends I would destroy in the process of this selfish act. I don’t think anyone will end up reading this but if anyone does it will probably be Toria and Toria, if you read this just keep this between me and you please. Thank you :) I’m just not loving life right now like I should be.
People say you can change who you are but if people don’t see you as intelligent it’s hard to change their opinion of you. How did I get people to think of me this way…
